So my friends suddenly found out that I've got 630+ followers /and/ that I'm a leader of HS-OCs and apparently, they'er really insistent on like, making a fanclub here on dA for me.
While I appreciate the adoration that they have for me, I have to say thanks but no thanks.
You see, I'm not one for constantly hoarding attention (even if it seems so on Tumblr, guess what, I just like to be a little uncontrolled really. It's not my fault that I get loads attention when I actually don't want it) and this sudden news sorta makes me really... Uncomfortable.
I feel this way because well, I don't really /deserve/ a fanclub. I mean, I'm not all that famous or popular enough to have a fanclub. My art isn't good enough even to be featured and really, it would just attract unwanted attention. And as I said already, I don't want that attention nor attention that I don't deserve.
Another thing that makes me fearful of fanclubs for me is /art theft/. With the new attention, I'm really certain that my art will be stolen in some way and aghhh, I have such a big paranoia over that. It's what makes me want to just quit dA for good and just forget that this place ever existed.
But I'm not that dramatic. And I have a lot of people who rely on me, really. Like all the members of HS-OCs. And my friends.
So really,
TL;DR, if you're going to make a fanclub for me, PLEASE ask me first or else I'll get very upset and honestly, I don't need another thing to be paranoid of.Anyway, just wanted to say that in case anybody was wondering since I have to talk about it with my friends and what-not.
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